The freedom, the love, the summer.

I think I'm in love,
With summer.

The first day, of what I consider summer just happened. It was a turning point, I think, in my own life, where I have considered life as more than just school, School feels eternal, but it's really not. It's only for a short time and then it's gone. 13 years for me, plus another few depending on what I decide, in the end, to get into.
I'm going to be a Journalist this week, as I've been told I'm a good writer by some, and I can see where I am lacking in this, as well as being in love with expressing opinion, and travel, as I will be able to do further travel through the job, if I manage to be a foreign correspondent like I'd love to do.
I have 6 school days left, and none of them are "full days." In fact, one of them is only one period.
I'm going to be so sad to see school go but so happy when it's all finally over. I can't wait for life to begin in a new and exciting way.
As my English teach says, every day is my last something at school (he's been saying it all year, to annoy me, but eh), "today is your last September 4th - 5th! (sorry) that you are going to be trying to get out of a SAC early and not going to succeed." and my Drama teach was telling the class today that hey, this is the end of school for you guys, and next year you can be whatever you want to be, if you were more shy, you can become move outgoing so on, as you can be what you want to be, that perhaps you were not able to be throughout high school, you may have felt trapped for whatever reason, and now you will be free.
I could only feel that this may be directed at me, but I was not sure, maybe it was her own personal feelings about us all, or about herself. Maybe I was just letting my tremendous ego run away with me.
There is so much I want to achieve in life and I don't want to get stuck, I think I will perhaps strive to not get stuck, I'm not sure if that's good to admit, but the word "freedom" being carved into my desk is a giveaway to my obsession.
I love writing as I can be as confident as I want to be in my approach, whereas I can not be confident in my speech, something I am clearly in lacking.
There is so much out there and I think my feelings of inspiration may be mirroring the weather, I don't know, but all I know is that I love nights like tonight, those good 'ole summer nights of relief after hot summer days. Just like school, graduation will be the relief for many after this marathon we have all been running.

'Till next time,
Stacey