To help one's self.

This morning I was listening to Kings of Leon on my CD player in the bathroom while I was having a shower.

It sort of got me in this carefree head space that I miss so much.

I've got a lot on my mind lately and every so often I need to take a step back and just think. I need to remind myself of my priority's in life and about what is important, or I will find myself beating off the black dog as it wrestles me to the ground, going straight for the jugular and wiping me out. This has happened before, and as I know the signs, I know I won't let it happen again.

I don't want to be wiped out. I want to be a success. I know I have this issue to deal with and I'm going to deal. I'm going to make it and I'm going to be a success.

I can be whatever I put my mind to.

I will work smart not hard.

My thoughts are that I just need to tell myself, over and over.

I used to have on the wall above my door a message reminding me that I deserve more than drop-kick guys, now I'm thinking I need a message (or a few messages/affirmations) here and there to remind me that I can do it and I will do it.

As I've been procrastinating over homework for the last few days, I think perhaps it's time I did that homework, eh? Eh? Eh?

BUT; I will write out what I need to affirm, as well, perhaps before the homework (yeah, I know, more procrastination!) Just talking about it, makes me feel better, and that's what I need right now.

Love,
Me

xx